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Well, I have started this journal to document the wedding planning process. So far that process hasn't really started. We still have yet to announce it to craigs parents which we should have done a long time ago. Basically I am waiting on craig to get up the courage to say something to his dad. Craig is afraid to tell his dad b/c his dad doesn't like me all that much. His dad is worried that I am gonna break craigs heart. After 3 years together I think if I was gonna break his heart I would have done it already. Anyway, we are hopefully gonna announce it to his dad soon so that we can start planning. I have already announced it to most of my family and I've already gotten all my maids of honor and bridesmaids picked out ( my maids of honor are: My best friends Patty and Gina; and my bridesmaids are: stef, her sister michelle, my aunt debbie and my cousin sara.) We already got our colors picked out. (Medium pink and Royal Blue) and we already have a church picked out for the ceremony (god willing that his parents agree and it is open on the day we want to get married) As of right now the wedding date is July 15,2005. But that may change soon b/c after the wedding we have to go on the honeymoon (of course) and then come back and pack, then move to where ever craig is gonna be going to law school (which we haven't figured out yet). So we may end up moving the date up a month so that we can fit all that in and not be in a rush. We'll see what happens I guess. It all depends on his parents too b/c they will more than likely be paying for the majority of things, Seeing as though my parents are poor as poor can be. So if for some reason his dad decides he doesn't agree with us getting married then we have to redo all our plans and come up with a cheap wedding that we can afford by ourselves. That is gonna suck!!

I only have one favor for everyone that reads this: Please pray for us that everything with craigs parents will go smoothly. I really appreciate it.

More to come soon......Jen:-)